still here
i’ve been divorced for more than a year.
fridays are still hard.
either it’s anticipation of my kids coming or sadness of my kids leaving. it’s all the feelings. all at once. all the knowing it’s right even when it feels so much. SO much.
there’s holding on to all that is. and trying not to let it go for some version of what it is supposed to be.
it’s all i have.
it isn’t right or wrong. it’s only
mine.