ugh, here it is again


i’ve been surprised by how much i feel embarrassed in life. how much i feel awkward and uncomfortable. how much i feel exposed.

it’s hard to admit it to myself.

i think because it’s a shock. it feels immature. it feels young. it seems like a feeling i shouldn’t be having as an adult.

but i do.

i’ve spent my whole life trying to never be exposed. but here i am. utterly and completely. exposed.

even though it feels so bad, i think i must be doing something right.


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